FIRE

Raging, bubbling, powerful, bright;

Raw and hot, filled with light.


Crackle, snap, pop, bang, boom;

Ferocious, fierce, it fills the room.


Beautiful and fragile, yet powerful and strong;

All-consuming, hear its song.


Watch it as it burns away, consuming yet another day.

 

Transfixed by the beautiful sight, in its flames I see my life;

I see my power but can’t be free from all the rage inside of me.


I watch it grow more and more, its gentle whisper becoming a roar;

A roar that scares me but helps me see; all the pain inside of me.


I cower; afraid, that this fire will be forever eternal, consuming me.

 

I step back and watch as the flames die down; the roar quietened; the fire goes out.

The embers still burn with a beautiful glow; amongst the ashes of what came before.

 

A spark, a flame, a crackle here and there;

More hurt and pain, added despair.

 

The embers are stoked and again comes to life,

The raging inferno I’m keeping inside.




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