Painful Memories

 

Shine a bright light on my dreams, tell me what you think they mean.

So scared to close my eyes at night, so scared to face the coming day

My life is haunted by your sight, get out my mind, please go away

I still feel like a little girl, so scared, so cold, so all alone.

My eyes are tired, but my head wont rest

My flesh crawls at the very thought,

Please let me sleep, get out my head

I want to sleep, I need a rest, but you put your hands upon my breast

Never should I have known so young, when my life had just begun

That some people have to grow up fast,

And deal with things that may make each day their last

I want to kill myself sometimes because you won’t get out my mind

But then I’m just as bad as you, I don’t want to hurt them I’m close to

Each night I pray that when I wake, you’ll have died a painful death

So until your body is in the ground,

I’ll never rest and my mind will ache

Please god, someone kill him and give me a break